One of the most common things that I hear from Christians is the need to be able to give a “good testimony”. Another way that we might say that and explain to someone is that we need to have a good reputation as Christians within our community. In this way, so it is thought, we won’t be accused of something that we have done wrong. Or we won’t bring disgrace to the name of Christ because of the sin that we have committed.
And I can, of course, affirm that this is correct. As we follow Christ, we need to leave behind our life of sin, both sins that we commit publicly as well as privately, and move forward to a life that completely honors Christ, both within the church as well as to the rest of the community.
But while affirming this idea, I can also say that I don’t believe that it is complete. We can easily have a good testimony, or a good reputation, within the community while still being far from God. We can be known as a church that is constantly meeting, constantly worshiping, constantly preaching, and still have people within it that hate one another. We can be a church that seems to be alive, and yet in reality is dead.
As John writes down Jesus’s words to the church in Sardis as he tells them exactly this:
I know your deeds; you have a reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Wake up! Strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have found your deeds unfinished in the sight of my God. Remember, therefore, what you have received and heard; hold it fast, and repent. But if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what time I will come to you.
Revelation 1:1-3
The church in Sardis has a reputation for being alive.
Thinking about this statement, we can first of all say that the church has a reputation. They are known within their community. In many places today, a church would be happy to know this, that they they are known within a community. They have a reputation. Great news, the people around us know that we are here!
And what is more, the reputation is good. The church has a “good testimony”. Wow, that is even better news! We are not only known, but we are known for being alive. Wonderful!
But now Jesus finishes the statement and says what is actually true about this church. While their reputation, their “good testimony”, says that they are alive, in reality, they are dead.
How are they dead?
Jesus doesn’t say exactly, but how could we possibly have a reputation for being alive but in reality we are dead? Let me pose a couple of possibilities.
First, as mentioned previously, we can have a lot of activity, and yet at the same time, the activity is with people who actually hate one another. They hold animosity toward one another. They don’t actually like to be together.
From the outside, it looks like they are alive, but in reality, they are dead. They could never be the people that Jesus called them to be because Jesus’s command to his disciples was to love one another. And yet, they are dead because instead of love, there is hate.
I think that there is a second, very important way, in which we could say that we are alive, but instead, we are actually dead. Jesus has called us to be about his work. He intends to redeem the whole world to himself. People from every tribe, tongue, and nation, reconciling them back to God. And yet there are churches that do not join him in his plan.
We hold meetings. It looks like we are busy. It looks like we are alive. We have a “good testimony”, and yet we aren’t actively doing what Jesus said that we should be doing.
What is more, we don’t necessarily do anything about it either. We don’t teach people about God’s mission. We don’t teach people about Jesus’s redemptive priorities. We don’t teach them how to do the work that Jesus called us to do.
While these are two ways in which this can be a reality in our churches, there are many, many other ways that we can have a reputation for being alive and yet we are dead.
Our “good testimony” only goes so far. Our “good testimony” assumes that other people in our community are our judge. Our “good testimony” is only a reputation. It is not a reality.
We need to make sure that we are looking in the mirror. We need to to confirm that we are going beyond a “good testimony” or a good reputation to truly living in the way that Christ has called us to live. To be the community of believers that Christ has called us to be.
In short, we need to wake up. Just as Jesus told the church in Sardis, we must wake up. We need to stop saying that we are OK with having a “good testimony” and that is enough for us, but instead determine that we are not finished until we are living as Jesus has called us to live. We need to complete the work that he has called us to do. Fully complete the work, with no deeds left unfinished. All that he has called us to be and do, that is what we must pursue. Not someday. Not in some fashion. Fully and completely. Now.
We may very well believe our own reputation. We might be thinking that we are alive because of what others have said about us. But that is not enough. Jesus knows whether we are truly alive or actually dead. So let us examine ourselves fully and determine whether we are truly alive. And if not, let us repent. Let us wake up.